Sebastian Kosciusko

Sebastian Kosciusko
(Toucan, F)
ID#782

art by Khed
2016 Draft Candidate
Position strengths PG SG SF PF C
Nickname(s)
Seba, King of Eldorado/El Alado
Personal information
Species	Toucan
Gender	Male
Hometown	Eldorado, Argentina
Listed height	6 ft 8 in (2.03 m)
Listed weight	220 lb (100 kg)
Shoots	Right
Education
School	El Alado College
Player Contacts
Agent	Khed

Biography

Seba Kosciusko (full name: Sebastián Demetrio Kosciusko-Galván) was born and raised mostly on the outskirts of the hilly northeastern Argentine city of Eldorado, overlooking the Paraná toward Paraguay and surrounded by the rich vegetation of the Misiones jungle. The second of five children, most of his young life was spent in poverty. His father, a black-crowned night heron of Polish stock whose ancestors crossed the Atlantic about eighty years before, worked as a bricklayer, painter, and even as a fisherman at various points during his childhood. His mother, a keel-billed toucan from Oberá -the nearby city where she met Seba's father, known for its verdure atop red-soiled hills- sometimes took on odd jobs to feed the family.

In between too-infrequent meals and classes, Seba would play with his siblings and neighborhood children in soccer games on the local field. Despite fútbol being the preferred sport of the neighborhood, he also discovered that he had a propensity for básquet. While he had decent enough agility on the field, he could never develop the power or coordination to direct or dribble the soccer ball. With his hands, however, he had more than sufficient skill to shoot, block, and dribble - of another sort, of course.

After saving for a time, he and his family were able to get him accepted into a local athletic club, where his skills soon surpassed his peers'. Both Seba and his parents saw in his abilities something more than a hobby: it was a potential escape from the family's chronic economic woes, and they would invest in it.

Shortly after he turned 14, a local labor shortage and better prospects for the family led them to leave Eldorado for the provincial capital, Posadas. Taking up residence in a much larger city was difficult socially, but Seba's sport life shot forward when he was taken on by the prestigious avian Club Sokol, a springboard from which he was able to participate in regional and even national tournaments with those his age.

While he discovered that his best talents did not lie in the flashy realm of point-scoring guards, his teammates slowly realized that on top of his above-average rebounds, Seba had an uncanny ability to limit the opposing team's capacity to score. Whenever Seba had to sit out, even though the team did just about as well as it would normally, its opponents were more likely to match or exceed their previous performance. Some assumed that the team from Club Sokol was merely lucky, but the rumor began that one of the provincianos had made a bargain with a demon to rig games in their favor. A devout Catholic, Seba tried to quash the rumors, but his opposition merely fueled the speculation and attributed the supernatural hijinks to the unamused toucan. Some even considered making pacts themselves when Seba got selected as one of the best young basketballers in Argentina.

Beyond doing as best he could basketball, Seba also had another goal: attend college, if possible in the United States. Not only might basketball help with his admission and pay for his education there, but time in America -whether from his degree or a career obtained there - would provide him and his family both notoriety and financial stability. To this end, he held his beak to the grindstone throughout secondary school; when he wasn't sweating his feathers off on the court he was immersed in his studies, especially English. Even though he was never the most brilliant student, his determination was exemplary.

In the end, he was able to land a basketball scholarship at El Alado College, a Southern California school dedicated to avian excellence with a large Ibero-American contingent in its student body. Having been recruited for the basketball team, he immediately began preparing on arrival, surprised by the quality of the college's training facilities and the nonchalance of many of his teammates. When his teammates heard about his place of origin, they nicknamed him the "King of Eldorado" - an epithet which, at first to Seba's consternation and later to his amusement, stuck. The variant “King of El Alado” came later.

One benefit of El Alado, furthermore, was that Seba's older cousin Danny Almirón, whose parents had moved to California from Argentina when Danny was very young, was also in school there. Danny, in his senior year when Seba began, lived close enough to El Alado that after fulfilling his year at the dorms, Seba was able to move into Danny's apartment, whence he would leave early every morning and return late at night. Classes, homework, practice, and a part-time job to pay for expenses beyond tuition and to help out his family occupied nearly all of his time, and Danny rarely saw him outside of his bed or a textbook on organic chemistry or immunology.

Even though they were of a feather (their mothers were sisters), flocking together proved a challenge. Seba's hard-nosed frugality and experience of poverty gave him a sober outlook that clashed with his cousin's laid-back, contented manner, which Seba attributed to a spoiled American childhood. Danny attempted to bridge the gap by attending some of Seba's games, but this somewhat backfired, as it was seen as a reminder of his leisure time. He proposed working out with Seba, but Seba's studies and Danny's work in the admissions office meant that they could never coincide. Seba never had time or interest, either, in the games of touch American football Danny enjoyed so much.

While he had prepared for a medical career –something he could do either in America or Argentina– Seba decided partway through his college career to seriously attempt for a spot in Furry Basketball Association draft upon graduation in 2014, something he had thought out of his reach before. He carefully balanced his skills, keeping an eye on his competitors from around the world to best leverage his own strengths. He did not care about the stardom that would come with professional sports; for Seba, the attempt at the FBA Draft would be the dream of the young bird in Eldorado, watching grainy footage of his heroes and trying to replicate their moves on the court down the street. Though unwarranted feelings of insufficiency sometimes overtook him, he had resolved that he would try it, and he worked tirelessly for his new goal.

His work paid off when he was selected as player of the year at El Alado in addition to being team captain. Though his team had originally confused his quietness for misanthropy, they came to appreciate his keen analytical mind, capacity for organization, and dogged determination. Furthermore, though his school was often overlooked in college basketball commentary, during his time the El Alado Phoenixes rose from the metaphorical ashes to their first winning seasons in years. Recognizing Seba's contributions to this turnaround, El Alado's league selected him as one of their all-star players.

With only graduation and the draft lying between him and the rest of his life, Seba hopes for both the realization of his childhood daydreams -now in reach- of playing the sport he loves as a career and helping repay with gratitude his family's constant support of his efforts.

Notes on Personality

Seba is a perfectionist: his method of dealing with uncertainty is to master a skill so thoroughly that he cannot be questioned. He operates best under sets of clear - or relatively clear - rules. Once he knows the rules, he can abide by them and express creativity within their bounds, but either way he feels comfortable knowing the bounds of good performance and excellence. If he knows what he wants and how to get there, nothing can stop him. This is one reason why sports are a refuge for him. He feels that he has fine-tuned control over his body in a game, a sensation he finds very satisfying. And even though there is a lot of randomness, human error, and improvisation, the game is structured in a way Seba understands and which he can manipulate for his (and the team's) own good. This is one reason why he's become very good at directing the team: even if he isn't the most socially adept person, he knows from observation and study how people and teams interact and can plan accordingly. It's also one reason he finds comfort in his faith: it is very orderly, no pun intended, and allows for clear absolvement of guilt if needed.

His problem, then, lies in circumstances where he doesn't have the mastery needed for control of the situation. He's gotten accustomed to the insecurities of the court so that when a game isn't going his way he can adapt, but negotiating new social situations and major life transitions often proves daunting for him. When there is something far outside of his comfort zone on the horizon, moreover, his anxiety about it can seep into other aspects of his life. If he believes himself to have made a large mistake, it is likely that he will relive that moment over and over in his mind, creating safeguards so that it will never happen again. Most often these supposed infractions stem from a belief that he neglected some sort of duty: to his team, to his teammate or friend, to his family back home.

Given these barriers, Seba sometimes finds it difficult to make and maintain friendships. He isn't antisocial by any stretch of the imagination, but sometimes he feels that recreation or social interaction without a defined goal is a luxury he literally cannot afford - the consciousness of his precarious financial situation is his sword of Damocles. Frequently this leaves him lonely, an emotion to which he has been practically desensitized; as a consequence, anyone who puts in the time and effort to befriend or care for Seba will be met with bafflement or, after he realizes their sincerity, deep gratitude he will have trouble expressing.

Stories

What One Can't Written by Khed © Khed

The apartment door clicked shut behind Seba. Without looking, he slouched against the door, reached his arm across his chest, and turned the deadbolt. He took a deep breath, hoping that the darkness behind his eyelids would turn out to be the ascent from sleep to wakefulness. He opened his eyes and the apartment, walls and furniture yellowed by nocturnal incandescence, didn’t disappear. Despertate ya, che. On the table and in the sink lay the detritus of a meal, half-eaten and half-cleaned up. In Seba’s peripheral vision, he saw his cousin Danny sat slumped in the living room’s sunken-seated couch. The basketball game on the television –some FBA matchup– occupied the other toucan’s attention wholly. Upon hearing the door open and close, Danny turned with his trademark grin. “Back a little late from groceries, eh?” You could always hear the glisten in his eyes, even over the phone. It was that irrepressible, sometimes exhausting, cheerfulness of his. Well, let’s test its resilience, eh? Seba didn’t have his cousin’s capacity to project optimism – just strength, and only when he was feeling strong himself. Now was not one of those moments. Danny’s perceptiveness caught on fast. “Um… You look like you just lost a game. What’s up?” You won’t be able to hide it for long. Get it over with. Of course, the wreck itself wasn’t the worst thing… but nothing to do about that now. Sigh. “I… had an accident.” Danny tilted his head, staring at Seba quizzically. “An accident? Your shorts look dry, though!” He let out a low chuckle. Seba snorted, half from embarrassment when he got the joke and half from hesitation at the worse truth. “No… not that. Ni siquiera! It was an accident … with the car.” Danny sat up straighter, ditched the grin, and muted the television. “The car? What happened?” “Well.” Seba crossed the room, tossing his duffel bag off toward his room and dropping his grocery bags onto an area of the table he cleared hastily with the sweep of an arm. Pulling up a chair and falling into it, he faced his cousin. Whose car it was. Who had bought it with his money and permitted Seba to use it when needed. “Someone hit me from behind at a stoplight. The back bumper and the … trunk? … door are bent. It didn’t hurt the rest of the car. You can still drive it. But… it does not look good.” He paused. “They said it would require maybe one, two thousand dollars to fix it…” Before he selected a spot on the scuffed linoleum as the sole object of his visual attention, Seba saw Danny’s eyes fall and his arm rise to rub the back of his neck. “I’m sorry, it is my fault, I was not doing something right, I have not driven enough here to have adequate practice…” He closed his eyes and rubbed the palms of his hands against his eyelids, as if scrubbing the sight of the damaged car from his corneas would reverse the crash. “I thought about insurance, but it isn’t my car and I don’t want you blamed for my mistakes. It’s my fault, I will pay for it. I have the money, I’ll pay…” There was a long silence in the dark, punctuated by his own deep breaths, before Seba heard footsteps and felt a hand on his shoulder. “Seba,” he heard Danny’s smooth, unexpectedly measured voice say somewhere above and in front of him, “It’s okay. You can get in wrecks that other people cause. You’re not legally responsible for this one.” Seba flinched away from the touch. He glanced between his fingers up at his cousin’s dramatically foreshortened beak. “And, you know, I can drive a beat-up car for a bit. It’s not even the best car anyway. I can even pay for it.” It took Seba a while to process what Danny was saying. It was nothing he expected. It wasn’t right; he had been driving; he should pay. Besides, this was something that he could be accountable for, that he should pay for. He had the money, and he would pay. He had to. He didn’t meet Danny’s eyes, but his words took on an edge they didn’t have before. “No, you can’t pay for it. I’ll pay for it. I have enough.” “Hey, buddy, you don’t need to. I can pay…” At least, Seba looked up, eyes hard. “Of course you can pay for it. The American with the steady job, with the savings account and the stocks, with a laugh and a smile and no one depending on you. I don’t have enough reminders of these things. I need one more.” Danny withdrew his hand, beak falling slackly open. “Hey, just because my parents came here … different circumstances in life, that’s all… it happens…” Seba stood, over a head taller than his cousin. “Different circumstances that make you not understand what it signifies to lose things. Or to almost lose things all the time. To not have enough for the things you need. And I mean things you need. Not luxuries. Food. Shelter. Transportation. A future.” He paused, rubbing along the upper ridge of his beak with his eyes crammed shut. “I came here so I wouldn’t need charity anymore. That I could stand on my own, and that my family could stand on my shoulders, and I could pass it on to other people. I don’t need your help. I can’t need it. I can … ‘get by.’” “You can get by, sure. But get by with what? Weren’t your savings to go back to Argentina and explore draft prospects this summer? Where would paying for the car leave you?” “You don’t have to rub it in. Like I said, sometimes you lose. Life’s a game, and sometimes the other team wins.” He let that hang, a frozen silence. “I’ll take it to the shop tomorrow.” With that, Seba snatched his bag and tramped into his bedroom, shutting the door with uncharacteristic force. Danny stood bewildered in the kitchen. After a moment, he adjusted the now-vacated chair and began to empty the forgotten grocery bags. --- This time when Seba closed the apartment door he was blocking out slants of afternoon sunlight. His shoulders hung in a resigned slump from his neck. The couch was unoccupied and the table still a mess. He had left the house to work out early that morning and had not yet seen Danny, who must have still been at work, which he sometimes had on Saturdays. He hadn’t yet responded to the text Seba sent after leaving the car with the mechanic who had given him the best quote for repairs. Apparently, Danny had biked to work. Seba then saw that the table had a clear spot on it near where he had been sitting last night. He realized with a start that he could not remember taking care of his groceries and quickly ran over to his cabinet and the refrigerator. Everything was there. His fruit was carefully arranged in a bowl atop the counter. He must have had a lapse in memory. It had not been a good night. But he couldn’t spend too much time moping. If he was going to see his family in person anytime soon –not over Skype, with them calling from some telecabina– he would need a second job for the summer. And perhaps a third. Not to mention the travel and hotel expenses involved in visiting teams all over the country, hoping that someone might be interested in a relatively good basketball player. He wasn’t going to count on that, though. Basketball had given him all he’d ever planned so far and more: a means to attend an American college as well as cathartic emotional cleansing and some close camaraderie. A little voice suggested that perhaps his team would or could help out; but no, countered his mental legislator, begging for assistance is taking advantage of friendship. He opened his laptop and was about to sit down at his desk when he noticed an aberration in his otherwise well-ordered room. A paper sat on his bed. He had not put that there, and the handwriting on it was none but Danny’s blocky, irregular (American) handwriting. He stepped over and picked it up. Hey Seba. Sorry about last night. I stayed up thinking about what you said long after you went to bed. I saw you were getting into one of your sulky moods, I wanted to nip that in the bud! So I decided to write you this letter, if only because you can’t argue with a letter. I think I realized a few things about you. One, and this is a good thing: you hate avoiding any of your responsibilities. But two, you sometimes think that you’re more responsible for things than you are, and three, you try to punish yourself for failing. You don’t need to do that. Life’s hard enough as it is. You know that better than me. But sometimes we all just need a little bit of help. Trying to be independently responsible for everything can just leave us lonely. Wasn’t it you last Sunday who was going on about the Trinitarian God being a model of “relationality” or whatever? Don’t forget that you’re not alone, and that independence doesn’t mean that you have no friends. You have a great family. Even I know a little bit of what they mean to you. You shouldn’t miss seeing them this summer for something as small as a scratched bumper. You’re also a great ball player. You know, if you get drafted, this bumper, your airfares to Argentina, and even your student loans will disappear overnight. And even if it’s a pipe dream for most furs, a pro career isn’t impossible for you. Don’t give up your chance at stardom because you want to pay your own way, all the way. (And even if you don’t get drafted, you’ll be a great doctor. It’ll just take a little longer to pay stuff back.) So I’ll let you pay for the bumper. But I’ll pay for your travel expenses. I have the funds. You can put them to better use. I did a little research, and the envelope contains a check that should cover what you need for the summer. Thanks for being awesome. Danny There had been an envelope underneath the paper; Seba hadn’t noticed until the letter mentioned it. He glanced inside. It was… more than enough. “You got back later than I expected.” Startled, Seba looked up to see Danny, subtle smile on his face, leaning on the door jamb. He felt somewhat violated. He didn’t even know how to feel about all… this, and here his unrelenting benefactor appeared in his moment of vulnerability. “No tenés que… You do not have to…” “Of course I don’t have to,” Danny laughed. “But I want to. And I will not let you pay me back!” Seba opened his beak to protest, but stopped. Looking at his cousin, Seba felt something shift inside. If he met this determined resistance on the court, he would try to push right past it. Even the most tenacious defender can be overpowered or out-dodged. But maybe his opponent here was not an opponent. Maybe the basket was not on the other side of Danny, just beyond him. Maybe Danny was trying to pass him the ball. Maybe there was something between dependence and independence, credit and debt, home and visitor: togetherness, assists, mutual defense, encouragement… The light coming in through the window, previously stark with rigid beams of dust motes, slowly shifted to an embracing warmth. He sat down in his chair and managed to look up at his cousin, forcing out a few words. Forcing them not out of obligation, but because they had to push through the thick walls he had built around his innermost feelings. “Thank… thank you.” Somehow, he also managed a sliver of a smile. Danny smiled. “No hay por qué!” He began to exit the room but stopped mid-step. Turning around with a bemused smile, he asked, “So, do you want to know the moral of the story?” “The moral of the story?” Seba asked, confused at this non sequitur. “Yup! The moral of the story. Ready? Brace yourself.” Seba nodded to humor him and satisfy his curiosity. Danny straightened his back, cleared his throat, and put on his most pretentiously professorial tone and expression, lifting a finger as if he were pointing out the truths of the ages. “What one can’t, two can.” After a glance at Seba maintaining his feigned airs, Danny broke into a giant grin and jazz hands. Seba let out an exaggerated sound of derision and threw a pillow at Danny. But he couldn’t suppress a smile.